祈祷

大家不要有事....
爸爸妈妈妹妹，还有你。

为什么都不听话的，叫你回来都不要！
你不知道很多人会很担心的吗？
你千万不要有事！

希望你们都没事，拜托了

真心话

某只自恋的猪头，我回复你了啊。
那封信息是我的真心话 =）

今天不是愚人节了，给我心怀感激的收下吧

不正常的一天

双语部落格，不要见怪啊，哈哈~

来换一换心情打华文。

今天班上的各位都有点不一样了，拿了职位后好像有成长了“那么一点点”

所谓的那么一点点就是0.001%的那种，有些还是一样pattern，睡觉的还是睡觉(<<本人）

阴差阳错下，我从佛学会换到了环保学会，

我承认我不是一个很支持环保的人，只是被人拉进去做财政==

其实我完全不懂财政要做些什么，那些财政报告，什么什么的字眼对我来说很生疏--

有一句名句怎么写来了，erm...蜀中无大将，廖化做先锋？哈哈--

最近不想恋爱，真的。

我的同班好友也是一样，wow，心有灵犀XD

最近发生的事，让我觉得很累，什么都不想做了，又不希望自己的中四生涯就这样白白从指尖流走了。

想送一句话给一个人：对不起，我不是故意的。

Can you please listen to me?

I can't just stop missing you.....Samsung Galaxy W~~~~

Okay, just kidding because I can't think a nice opening for this blogspot.

A bit strange, my "luck in love"is approaching?Hah.

But it is a very NEGATIVE LUCK =.=

I missing the time when having a heart-to-heart talking with " two good friends" before.

But now.....non a place for me in their heart, kinda sad but fine, I can handle it alone.

It's not my first time being like this.

I cried in heart, and finally my tears rolling from my eyes.

Why we break up of unknown reason?? Don't just make use on me and throw me please.

I REALLY HATE THIS!!!!!!! DID YOU KNOW!!!!!

I HATE MY BEST FRIEND STAY APART !!!!!

I know it before, I am the one they expell from when having a team grouping.

Didn't think about my feelings.

And I do nothing, just giving a smile of representing I'm fine.

I say nothing to their coolness to me.

Sometimes I want to say my true voice: " I NOT FINE!!"

But I can't do that, if I did it, they will stay away from me immediately.

No one care about me.

Why every friendship have an expired date?

If I get a ride of time machine, I wish We are best friends forever.......

It seem impossible isn't?Hah, such a ridiculous wish.

Awwww....an emo April Fool Day I had.

It's not a serious talk, really

Well, I tried to discuss THESE problems with you.
I decide to quit the group, YBF.

There's no time for me to take part in the activities.
C.O occupies my time and the activities of YBF never stop meet the time with my practise time.
And a most importance issue, I keep it as a secret.

Seriously, I don't think I give my effort on this group.
I don't want be a burden in this family.
After finally decision, said it again : I DECIDE TO QUIT P.B YBF GROUP.

Result =D

My result for Monday:

Maths : 92
B.Cina: 66
English: 82
E.Drawing: 74
Addmath: 30

Unbelievable!!!My addmath can pass!OMG!
I scream when I get my result, so happy am I~
The highest(A-) is JingWeon, the one always said she sure failed, WTF.
The lowest (2%)is the Malay girl in our class, believe me, she gt only 2 marks.

My Engineering Drawing!!Only 1 mark is need to get A-!!!!
Heng Chee Tong , u will pay for this someday!!

My B.Cina......66only....haiz...
never mind, I will work hard next May'exam!!

Tomorrow my Sticky will come~Yeah!!!

Samsung Galaxy W

Actually, I request a SE Xperia mini from my dad.

But he want to buy a Samsung Galaxy W for me.

My cousin using this phone.

Very nice!!

-3.7 TFT 480x800

-1.4GHz 

-Android 2.3 Gingerbread

-500MP camera.

Fit my needed  specifications!

Wish my dad really buy this!

Totoro

Totoro, my favourite anime.

I like the music in the film.

Very comfortable and relaxing.

But it makes me rolling tears, the sad melody,

but I still like this and practise this song in C.O orchestra.

So cute!

Can you bring me to a place which peaceful and tranquil?

Can I yell like them?

Too much stress and burden that I want to release.

Life is a briefing candle,

that's why we should find a relaxing way to pass it.

Rest a while, to continue your life.

Today, I notice someone add me.

Someone I hate, someone I wanna to KILL him.

He leave me,leave my mum, sell my first sister,

for his own benefits.

WHY DON'T YOU DIE EARLY?

When I think about your blood is flowing in my body.

I felt disgusting, gross,feel wanna die.

When I saw you using my picture be your profile picture,

You know how I feel?Very bad indeed.

Sticky

The sticky I ordered from Yukang finally arrived.XD

Felt excited when think to have this~

Today my friend bring his sticky to C.O practise,

there is 3 jar, one for him and other's two maybe for gf or who.

We called this :" $$ too much" XD

He opened one of those jars and share it to us,

SO YUMMY!!!

Especially this flavor, sour but it taste very good.

Wait for open school day~My Sticky~~~

Friendship forever?

I sad. Touch the strings with fully lonely tone,

Under the night sky,without your accompany.

I wished a friend,whose can accept my weakness,

beside me when I sad, laugh together when happy.

I had, once and not forever,

I thought,and hope they are my best friend, forever.

But the reality always spoiled all hapiness I had,

short, but I not regret.

Although the friendship very short,

there still have some memory, forcing me to remember.

"Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off,you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last." from Zoey's page.  

It's difficult for me to believe this.

I will definitely believe this in the past.

Trust my friend,give her support well,

share my secret and giving suprise to each other.

All my work trade nothing except betray.

Sometimes,I didn't tell my secret to my friend,

I afraid, scare, fearful.

Sure, you can think that I coward.

I accept it.

One day, you will know my feeling

when you being betray.

Late Greeting to Ester Pang

Happy Birthday!!!!Ester Pang小米！
For Ur Sweet Sixteen Birthday～!!


Happy Birthday to you~Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Ester小米~Happy Birthday to you~


*虽然迟了1天希望不计较啦～

T-ARA~Ji Yeon

Cause by my classmate,which searching some K-POP dances for their camp's activities,

I watch the T-ARA Roly Poly MV, it's more attrative then I thought!!!

I fancies JiYeon, the most young in the group!!

Very cute!!

I like her eyes the most!( Beside, I'm not a les)

I like the Japanese Version~Can see JiYeon face in the video~

Holidays =)

When exam end, the holiday begins.

When holidays start, we going to be continue suffering due to some reason.
Agrhhhhhh!!!!

But a good news to share about...

My Sejarah got 90marks!!!!!!!! My first time to get an apple plus in my life!!
When the sej.teacher told me the result, I seriouly think she is mad or gt a memorise error.
But I still unbelieving although she showed me the result paper.
Should I say :"God bless me?XD"
Poor Z.Yan, the lowest mark in the class, 36 points.

When we at the class,eating the mini cupcake given by Puan Rosliana & discussing the E.Drawing question step,
Juzen poke out a very epic topic: The GHOST in our class yesterday.
All of us stunned, of course, Jing Weon is the people who most afraid when heard this,
because the ghost just beside her. Oh Dear..
Horrible.

C.O practice again, four days...AHA! Miss those freaky guys XD
Perfomance at UKM was delay to 28April,HAHA--

I wish for something at the holiday.

Isn't beautiful??!!!So nice although it is thick for 16mm and mini!

Xperia Mini (White)

I want you I want you!

I'm still loving you

When I close my eyes think of you

And the time we've had been through

Even though were for apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you've make my world complete

But now I'm left alone



We talked about love and hope

Wishing we could start a life our own

I wish that I could live without you



Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you'll love me from the start

And those painful things you've put me through

But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you

I don't deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I konw the truth behind the lies



Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you'll love me from the start

And those painful things you've put me through

But I'm still loving you

I've tried to give my best to you

I don't deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I konw the truth

Behind the lies

近来

在学校的生活不错=）
班上同学都很好相处，有一种很踏实的安心。

反倒是当初的好朋友，现在冷眼相对，真的很伤，
是不是好姐妹都很难维持呢？那这叫什么好姐妹？

你真的令我改观了，

我 对 你 很 失 望




不想再去烦这些事，这个新年我想要过得快乐一点，
一切烦恼离我远点，我想要做人潇洒点，
别人不想理你就不要去插手别人的事了。
不值得。

一颗原本受伤的心被人背叛了，
真的是有一种撕裂的痛，不管那段回忆都会有同样的感觉。
友情，爱情，亲情，每一种回忆都是相同的。
就算你再怎么想把他/她当成陌生人也是一样，
当你面对他/她时，那种感觉还是会刺伤你。

浮出水面

新的一年，我才更新几篇？0.0
反省中....

想不到什么都没有做新年就要到了，
不懂要去哪里好，想去大山脚姨婆家每年的新年家庭聚会，
去干嘛？Of course，Ang Pao come come A__A
可是小孩爽到，老人就怕死，怕什么？给红包咯--

想要下角头/古楼找朋友,
听说角头新年很热闹，有点想去XD
这样的话要带一箱柑才行--

很怀念去年的云顶国际赛和禾乐奖啊！
吉辇华乐团加油XD

About Contant Lens

我发现现在的女生真的离不开化妆和Lens了，
我差不多也快接近这种境界了，没有lens真的差很多。

吓吓你们XP

Wearing lens            

Without lens

相信我，我带的是14.5mm，
我的瞳孔只有14.3mm，可是又不能带14mm的，
就只是那0.2mm的东西就差那么多，OMG
我发誓下次觉得不买14.5的，我要order14.4mm的=.=
你看，这就是平时看书看电视看电脑太多的小孩，
搞到L-4.5 R-1.5 的近视度。
早知道一早听眼科医生的话，不要浪费钱弄眼镜，
直接做一副隐形眼镜就好。

下次买隐形眼镜要叫他定我原本的瞳孔size了，
带了超像妖怪，Oh my GOD!!
再加上我这张脸本来就很苍白，看了真的很想贞子从电视里爬出来，哈哈
有些人我搞不懂，没近视为什么要带0度隐形眼镜？？
这就是矛盾之处。

我觉得我已经很不错了，有的女生带了眼睛根本是虾米变大虾。
没吓死都剩下半条命，真的很恐怖。
诗仪都有点不能接受我脱Lens后的样子了（感觉自己真的是个丑女T.T)
但我真的想说，我很正常了，
看过一个节目，化妆vs卸妆的女生，
让我真的十分的无言，差好大!!!

女生变美只需三样东西：Fake Eyelashes，Lens & Eye Liner，
真的，只要这三种，再怎么丑都会变美，
Thats why we say : Cosmetic is the greatest invention in the world.




多两天开学我戴隐形眼镜去，不要吓到XD
要不然看不到黑板，时间表又要借来抄，zzzz