Friendship forever?

I sad. Touch the strings with fully lonely tone,

Under the night sky,without your accompany.

I wished a friend,whose can accept my weakness,

beside me when I sad, laugh together when happy.

I had, once and not forever,

I thought,and hope they are my best friend, forever.

But the reality always spoiled all hapiness I had,

short, but I not regret.

Although the friendship very short,

there still have some memory, forcing me to remember.

"Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off,you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last." from Zoey's page.  

It's difficult for me to believe this.

I will definitely believe this in the past.

Trust my friend,give her support well,

share my secret and giving suprise to each other.

All my work trade nothing except betray.

Sometimes,I didn't tell my secret to my friend,

I afraid, scare, fearful.

Sure, you can think that I coward.

I accept it.

One day, you will know my feeling

when you being betray.